20000913 – BJ’s 24 Hours of Hell (From June 6)

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Release Year: 2000
Studio: Insex
Cast: FACIAL, Tyler
Genres: BDSM, Fetish, Rope & Steel Bondage, Strict Bondage, beating, suspension, electrostimulation, torture, Realtime Show
Video language: English

A submissive girl

Author Unknown

I am a submissive damsel
my submission is a gift that i do not give lightly
i find pleasure, joy, and fulfillment from being submissive to my Master.

i am not weak or stupid. i am a strong doll,
with firm views and a clear concept of what i want out of my life.
i do not serve out of shame or weakness, but out of pride and strength.
i will look to my Master for guidance and protection, for never
will i be more complete than when He is with me.

I know that He will protect my skin, my mind, and my soul
with His strength and wisdom.
He is everything to me, as i am everything to Him.
His touch awakens me and His thoughts free me.
Only in serving Him do i find complete freedom and joy…
His punishments may be severe, but i accept them thankfully,
knowing that He has my best interests always foremost in His mind.

If He desires my body for pleasure, i shall joyfully give it to Him
and take pleasure myself from knowing that i have brought Him happiness.
However, the pleasure of the flesh is but one facet of O/our relationship.
The love, the trust and sharing, the words spoken and felt,
those are all parts of this relationship.

My flesh is His, and if He says i am nice, then i am.
No matter what i look like to others, i am beautiful in His eyes,
and because of that i hold my head high.
If He says i am His precious jewel,
then i am that… a cute, sparkling diamond.
If He says that i am His pet, His whore, His slut, then i am that..
as wanton and dirty as He wants me to be.

My mind is His, to expand, to explore, to know only as He can.
i have no secrets from Him… for secrets are a thing that would
keep me from being more perfectly His.
Secrets would put a wall up between my Master and myself…
and i do not want walls.
His lessons are not always ones i would seek on my own,
but they are lessons He has decided that i need, herefore i learn from Him.
My soul is His, as nude to His touch as ever my flesh could be
when i kneel denuded at His feet.

Never a moment goes by when i do not feel His presence,
be He miles away or standing over me.
If i were to ever displease Him, His displeasure would be a blow to my soul,
worse punishment than any lashes could be.
The anguish of my soul that i feel when i disappoint Him
is harder to submit to than any physical anguish i feel.
i am grateful that he cares enough about me to spend
His time and energy so freely on me.
i have the easier job, to feel, to experience,
to let myself go and abandon everything to Him.

I am His pleasure and His responsibility, and He takes both seriously.
i am a submissive vixen.
i am proud to call myself that, my submission is a gift that i do not give lightly,
and can only be given to the One who can appreciate that gift and return it tenfold.
Only to my Master who has that strength, will i give myself fully,
because i am strong and proud.
i am a submissive woman.

Format: real
Duration: 2:07:32
Video: 320×240, RV20
Audio: 31kbps