Ok, a little about me. I am 18 years old and grew up in farming community. I grew up in a very strict household, in which I was on the receiving end of many very strict punishments. These spankings were not just limited to when I was younger, I received my last spanking from my parents the same month that I moved out. The entire time I lived under my parent’s roof, I was subject to frequent and heavy corporal punishment. This came in the form of hard spankings, paddlings, and strappings.
In addition, the school I went to was a college that used the paddle as the first line of discipline. Anything from being tardy to fighting earned you 3-10 swats with a paddle. This was one of those schools were every teacher had a paddle in their class and often used it. A day never went by in which you did not hear a paddling being administered in the hallway. Unfortunately, I was on the receiving end of these paddlings more times than I can count. I assure you that I am no stranger to a bruised ass. When I got paddled at college, I always got it once more that night at dwelling.
Sith I have moved out of my parent’s dwelling-place I have found that I am in need of some real guidance in order to stay out of trouble. Two months ago I made contact with a woman disciplinarian who now kind of serves as my substitute mom. I am required to report to her often and she spanks me as needed. The spankings from her are very formal and often require me to be fully nude and sometimes cornertime as well. This disgracing aspect of punishments is something that is quite new to me.
Since I have moved out, I have begun to explore the sexual side of myself that my parent’s did their best to make sure never came out. I guess you could say I am making up for lost time. My most exciting discovery is the fact that I like dolls as much as guys. I have been having regular sex with some of my teen girlfriends for many months now. I have discovered that sex with another damsel is just plain amazing.
Another discovery was that of bondage. I have realized that I like to release full control to others and to be restrained in exposed uncomfortable positions. Now I have the addition of a camera being present and knowing that all of you are going to be seeing me chained helplessly. The thought is a major turn on for me.
Finally, I have realized that I am a bit of an exhibitionist. I have always been comfortable denuded, but rarely had the chance to do it in front of other people. I tried some nude modeling and realized I was hooked. Being nude in front of the camera earn me so hot. I always found myself after taking some denuded pictures, as turned on as I can get. After any photoshoot, I would race home and masturbate for hours. Well, I have taken it one step further and now just masturbate in front of the camera. Knowing all of you are watching me acquire off, is better than doing it alone.
Ok, time for the big plug. Everything I just discussed are things that I currently explore and bring them to you on my website. I have dozens of pages of journal entries that discuss the discipline I recived while growing up. In many cases, I recreate the exact scene for you on video and through pictures so you can better understand what I went through. You will see many residence and college punishments scenes recreated exactly as I experienced them.
You will also see the current punishments I receive from my disciplinarian. She is quite strict and makes quite a production out of all my punishments. Lots of scolding, nudity, cornertime, and just plain hard spanking. I am never punsihed without a camera present, so you get to see them all.
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